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June 19

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CE, Jean, Grace, Rachel, Rena, Christine, Lisa, 
 
 I had very good stay in Korea. I would  like to thank you for your hospitality and took good care of me while my stay in Korea.
I really enjoyed the work with you "young ladies".. CE is really proud of each of you in her Team. I fully agree with her and it's proud of TI too.  
We worked, had lunch & dinner together every day... Everyone works so hard and dedication. You are not only colleague, but more like sisters..
 
On Friday night, After we had dinner, We said "good bye" at my hotel lobby. I felt blue and could not bear to part. I felt the same way you were
( Jean, Rena, Rachel). although Grace left early, But felt the same way.
 
I wish my this trip did help you a little bit and pls don't hesitate to let me know if you need further help. You are welcome to call me any time.
 
One think to remind "time flies". Work is not the only thing in the life. Reserve some of your time to make boy friend is important. This is wishes
from my heart and this is my personal experience. (serious).  
 
Last, I will pray for Korea team to win second game... Good luck.
 
Best regards,
Hui Jen Fu
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 A letter from warm-hearted HJ who gave us a good training last week. such a nice person she is not only for her work performance, also for her nature as a human....
 
For some reason, the majority of our CS Team memeber has no boyfriend.... which I thought was strange also at first....but now I know why....becoz they're so dedicated to what they are doing in TI.. One thing comes to my mind....
 
" Is it really impossible to kill two birds with one stone? " or like the korean saying "cathing two rabbits at once..?"
 
I'm still looking for the answer to these questions.....
but for sure I know I can't agree more with HJ's comment.
 
"Work is not the only thing in the life. Reserve some of your time to enliven ur life..."
May 18

depression.

일주일에 두번이상 이유도 없이 슬프고 눈물이 쏟아시면 우울증인거 맞지?
나 요즘...그렇다.
 
어제가 오늘같고 오늘이 내일이 되는 반복되는 일상에서 세상은 내가 어떻게되든 잘만 돌아가는데 아무생각도 아무 느낌도 아무 목적의식도 없이...단지 시간만 흘러가기를 바라면 하루하루를 보낸다.
눈뜨면 회사가고, 하루종일 몇마디 오고가는 업무상 대화가 다인 적막한 사 무실에서 컴퓨터와 엑셀파일들과씨름하다... 때가되면 어색한 분위기에서 밥을먹고 일을하고....퇴근을하고.... 휴...
 
요즘은 너무 답답해서 미쳐버릴것만같다.가까운 곳이라도 그냥 훌쩍 떠나고 싶은데..
그런느낌. 누군가는 막 보고싶은데, 볼 수 없는 사람이고 지금 내주위에는 아무도 없고... 예전에는 항상 웃는 얼굴이었다고 하던데 내가 변하긴 변했나? 그 변함조차 깨닫지못하고 있으니....억지로라도 웃고 밝게생활해야지 하면서도 금새또 우울해진다...
 
휴...
 
만나는 사람마다 투덜거리고 짜증내고... 그럼 안되는거 알면서도 아직 철이 덜든건지 매일 실수만하는것같구 모든걸 떨쳐버리고 싶은데 그럴 수는 없고....
당분간은 그냥 이런느낌대로 내버려둘란다.. 때가되면 괜찮아지겠지.....
 
 
April 23

check it out

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Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality: You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes. When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.
March 10

Stupid.

 
 
 
 
 
I made a mistake at work. Last minute about to off work, I realized.. i did something wrong in the last mail i sent to manager.... How stupidious of me......
When i'm under stress, I'm like that... poor performance...
oh well... today is today, tomorrow will be another day... what could be the worst thing can happen...?
I won't die anyway right?
hahahaha Good night all...
 
 
 
March 08

here comes cranky girl i am again...

줸장...
 
it's been 3-4months. since i go down in the dumps at least once in every month without fails.. yeah you're right. it's my period having control of myself.... my emotion.... shit... i've never been like this before... i couldn't even understand when other girls say they feel on the edge... or sensitive.. nervous...capricious... whatsoever....
anyway here i am another cranky women...
 
그냥 슬프다. 그냥 누군가가 너무 보고 싶은데 보지 못하고 가슴에 무언가가 꽉 막혀있는 그런 기분이다. 답답하다... 어제가 오늘같고 오늘이 어제같고.... 반복되는 일상과 나혼자라는 느낌.... 뭘하는지도 모르겠고 재미도 없다... 세상과 단절되어있는 느낌.... 그냥 눈물이 막 날것만 같구.... 멍하다...
 
빨리, 1년이 후딱 지나갔으면 좋겠다......
 
적어도 1년이 지나야...
 
why we don't realise the importance of something , someone we are with, we live with...?
Even this feeling, will i ever miss when it's not present anymore?
 
I don't know..... but i know this...that i'm sad now.
I don't know..... but i know this  I become numb to the things i used to feel at least something from....
 
I'm sad....
 
Urrrrr...............................let me be alone... as i stand...with nobody next to me... coz I am too lonely to be wtih someone ............
 
Can't be with just anybody just becoz i miss somebody's presense beside me....right.. ?
I just need someon's shoulder to cry on......
Would you be my friend to listen to me? to offer shoulders for me to cry on? on no condition...no  weighing what's important, what's less ...just.. just..
 
제기랄...그냥 벽보고 이야기하는 편이 낫겠다....
아니면이렇게 블로그를 그적이거나 말이야...
 
sorry for another crappy blog entry. It's not my fault . it's you who read my blog without my permission. I don't have time or power to think how you would think of me after reading my space... i don't care.
I don't care. sorry i really don't. that's who i am.
 
Urrrrrr..... tomorrow another not so special tuesday.
I will go to my office.. check my email... ...
 
i might as well find my own joy out of this lifeless life... I might as well vanish into thin air..someday...
when the day comes, pls think i'm released to be free....
 
안뇽. 잠이나자야지...... for tomorrow.